I did it again.............

I started out this new blog with all intentions of being a good blogger, and where am I?  AWOL - that would be the best description at this point!  geez.  Ok, a little recap, been having a great time...ok A wonderful time!! lol  I have had a few dates (and I am not going further into that right now), I have had a great time reconnecting with old friends and at the same time meeting new ones!  I have just been being me and having fun!  Our softball uniforms are in, first game, t-minus three weeks!!  eek...I have been diligently going to batting practice (thank god) and well the rest will just happen!  lol  We have been doing weekly gatherings and hanging out...lots of pool, conversation and good times!!

Spring has finally arrived in the NE, thank god because after this past winter I was done!  Well over it, we had over 100" of snow, which I will say is unprecendented for us.  The bulk of the 77+ came in February.  Seriously, I thought we would see snow till July, but some miraculous thing occurred and it became sunny and warm and melted all that nasty stuff away!  More than ever I have come to realize that I am not a winter girl anymore :(  Where did she go, that girl who loved to skate and ski?? Well she had quite a few knee surgeries and just can't do it anymore...boo hoo

What else, geez....I believe I mentioned the older one moved out.  Now I am cleaning out the house, want to sell and downsize.  I seriously need to.  I am even thinking about relocating, I know this topic has come up before also, and while it's not always in the forefront of my mind, it's still there.  Somewhere a little more south, I have been checking out our work job postings to see if anything of any interest to me pops up!  I hate to leave my family and friends here, but I think my life has come to a point where change is inevitable at this time....maybe not, but I am keeping my options open for now.

Weight - well I will skim on this...almost the same...I think I have gained about 5 lbs....I am hoping softball and my refined eating habits once again will alleve me of these extra pounds....do any of my WLS friends fret when you gain?  I do, it's horrible....

Easter weekend is almost upon us, we are beach bound, with the weatherman calling for almost 80's this weekend and well there are 30 bands playing for free, I know my son has said on one or two occasions in the past week he would love to see them!  Since it's a parking lot atmosphere he will be able to because the rest of the year they will be holed up in the bar!!  lol  So I believe we are beachbound, suntan lotion in hand...and I am looking forward to a great long weekend!!

The results are in............

and the answer is, I have to get the whole procedure done again in three months.  They weren't able to run it 100% positive, but it was not negative either :(  This really upsets the whole coming up months.  Around the birthday is when I go back and start again.  This is really not how I planned on starting my summer. 

On a brighter note, I have joined the softball team of a bunch of old jr high friends.  We have our first game April 23rd..yeah.  I have gotten back into my yoga routine after the long illness.  Already I can say I feel alot better about myself.  I have had not quite a great past few weeks, although being ill doesn't qualify as feeling good, I felt really good about myself when I was with him.  Although that is over, and I really need to let it go, I am having a harder time than before.  The others I could qualify in my head what went wrong and how wrong they were for me, this time it's different and I can't do it, it seems.

Tomorrow is hopefully a rain event, I am so sick of the snow and all the winter and cold we have had this year.  I hoping our spring is mild and sunny, although rainy and cooler seems to be the norm.  lol

I am going to finish watching The Time Traveler's Wife now, enjoy the evening.

Monday migraine

Monday is supposed to be the first day of the work week, for me today, I woke up with a blazing migraine.  I took the meds, called out of work and went back to bed until 1:40pm.  Talk about a killer migraine.  Sometimes I get sick with them also.  I have been really down in the dumps lately.  Alot to do with the undoing of my relationship, winter, this darn snow and just things in general.  I am doing some things to change it around and put myself in a better place.  I don't like feeling this way!

They are calling for more of that darn snow....over 80" this winter, which is totally unprecedented for us here, so spring can't come soon enough for me.  I am still thinking of possibly moving and starting over, but again, I think I need to stay for my son's sake right now.  I'm torn, but am in no hurry to do anything drastic.

So my little life is trudging along, have to schedule some batting practice soon as I have joined a softball league with all my old friends from high school...it should be lots of fun!!

That is it for now, like I said not too much going on!